In my reading today I realized this very much fits my
present circumstances. I have been
feeling unaccomplished in anything.
Reading this made me realize my feelings are not the
truth.
September 24, 2012
from: Streams
in the Desert
When they came to the
border of Mysia, they tried to enter Bithynia, bu the Spirit of Jesus would not
allow them to. Acts 16:7
What a strange thing for the Lord to prohibit, for they were
going into Bithynia to do Christ’s work!
And the door was shut before them by Christ’s own Spirit.
There have been times when I have experienced the same
thing. Sometimes I have been
interrupted in what seemed to be quite productive work. And at times, opposition came and
forced me to go back, or sickness came and forced me to rest in some isolated
place.
During such times, it was difficult for me to leave my work
unfinished when I believed it was service done in the power of His Spirit. But I finally remembered that the
Spirit requires not only a service of
work but also a service of waiting. I came to see that in the kingdom of Christ, there are not
only times for action but times to refrain from action. And I also came to learn that a place
of isolation is often the most useful place of all in this diverse world. Its harvest is more rich than the seasons
when the corn and wine were the most abundant. So I have learned to thank the blessed Holy Spirit that many
a beautiful Bithynia had to be left without a visit from me.
Dear Holy Spirit, my desire is still to be led by You. Nevertheless, my opportunities for
usefulness seem to be disappointed, for today the door appears open into a life
of service for You but tomorrow it closes before me just as I am about to
enter. Teach me to see another
door even in the midst of the inaction of this time. Help me to find, even in the area of service where You have
closed a door, a new entrance into Your service. Inspire me with the knowledge that a person may sometimes be
called to serve by doing nothing, by staying still, or by waiting. And when I remember the power of Your
“gentle whisper” (I Kings 19:12), I will not complain that sometimes the Spirit
allows me not to go. George Matheson
When I cannot
understand my Father’s leading,
and it seems to be but
hard and cruel fate,
Still I hear that
gentle whisper ever pleading,
God is working, God is
faithful, ONLY WAIT.
Then to make sure I got the point, I read the following from
“Jesus Calling”.
LIVE FIRST AND FOREMOST IN MY
PRESENCE.
This is the path I have set before
you. As you follow it
wholeheartedly, you experience abundant Life and Peace.
Sometimes this is a very difficult place to be. And to
understand what is going on - why the silence and inactivity. Then I remember the things
I’ve been learning from this experience and also the
messages I’ve gotten out for people to hear:
o Trust
God above all else and work on your relationship with Him.
o Love
your family and friends and let them know how special they are.
o Take
care of yourself, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
o Get
your mammograms on time. Don’t
wait for the possibility of it spreading and becoming something more difficult
to fight – or that you will have to live with the rest of your life. Notice I did not say
“ladies” because MEN can get it too.
These are the most important to me
right now.
Certainly, writing and sharing are
not inactive.
I appreciate your comment. It gives me hope to know I might be able to help someone else going through this.
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