Living with Cancer

I called one of my Dr.'s today because

I needed to make an appointment.  

The person I spoke to put me on hold 

then the phone rang..and rang and continued

to ring until I hung up and called back.

When she answered the phone I told her

what happened and she very rudely told

me that she'd redirected my call to the nurse

and the nurse didn't answer because she

was trying to look up my information.  She said she was 

walking back to the nurse to see when I needed

to make another appointment.  I know what I'm

saying doesn't sound rude but she really was and

I don't know why it really upset me.

I have noticed that I get upset more easily than 

I used to - don't know if it's cancer, drugs,

whatever.  I hung up and decided to stop feeling

angry and look at things I'm thankful for:

I only have to get bloodwork and an Xgeva shot

this next month.  I don't have any real Dr. appointments

till the end of October.  That's quite a break for me.

I usually have an appointment at least every other week.

So instead of getting upset with someone who was

probably PMS-ing.. I choose to be thankful I don't have

to see her till December and by that time I will have

forgotten the whole thing.

I have also decided to start working on my art daily.

At least an hour.  Today I worked on a t shirt that

I painted and needed some fixing.  I was thinking I was

going to quit painting t shirts but I decided if I paint them

they will be light in color.  Trying to paint on dark colored

shirts is extremely time consuming and doesn't work well.

I also want to put together some drawing and painting lessons

on my other blog, probably around the middle of September.

And I need to open an Etsy shop.  I've been saying that

forever so my goal is open a shop by September 7th.

We'll see how it goes because it does depend on 

how I'm feeling.